I can't explain the lack of anger I feel. I can't explain the lack of frustration. All I know is that I just don't feel it. All I really want is to have a party. I know something good is right around the corner, so why not celebrate? I can't feel angry, but I do feel elated. Don't ask me why, I don't know why. All I know is if I could do some thing right now it would be to focus only on the victory that is surely on its way and ignore all the little things that are trying to set me back and discourage me.

So, here's to diamond rings and champagne glasses, good friends and great times, love and trust, and as always, better days ahead; even if the days we've had have been good, even better ones are always welcomed. Knowing that its not important if I can make my dreams come true, but if I can trust God that He can make my dreams come true. That He has given me the desires in my heart, and that He is capable of giving me the desires of my heart. Knowing that God lives on the other side of time and He already knows the completion of my story. That He does know the plans He has for me, plans to prosper me and not to harm me, plans to give me a hope and a future. God lives on the other side of time while I'm confined to time, He knows what lies ahead, all I have to do is wait..............................